something..somewhere is wrong ah.hahah.i feel so unlike myself lately luh.and i dont know why -.- somehow, i think i made very good friends with sleeping once again.OOOPS.maybe i need to really get a job lah.4weeks w/o any income already.terrible.zZz
anyway, into 败犬女王 lately.hahah.am so tempted to chiong finish this drama.but where on earth can i get so much time uh.. =.= unless i dont eat (which is IMPOSSIBLE), dont sleep (possible), dont bathe (possible, but at least must let me brush teeth and wash my face.LOL).then, i might complete the entire drama in a day! :D but i wont be so crazy though.i'll just take my time to watch it.hahah.i still have my ANTM and GG!^^
feel like baking alot of things leh.but thinking of the ingredients costs makes me @.@ and that really sucks.why cant money just have sex and multiply like mad in my bank, my wallet and my drawers )):
Good Friday people! haha.so much that i love production, i actually love holidays too.haha, especially public holidays when i dont get to have a term break last term.LOL.and despite it being a holiday, i still woke up at 8am to bake today.i know that might sound crazy.but, i just feel like baking? lol.anyway i woke up coz i was craving for bread and swissroll.i cant believe i ate bread and milk last night and i still ate the same thing this morning.fcuk.then after baking sweetpaste and swissroll, i still cleared the leftovers.this kind of behaviour should stop seriously.coz i am feeling damn fat.but kinda hard to control.zzz.thus, i shall go for running soon! right after this post! hahha.seriously serious.at least i will feel abit healthier? XD
anyway, i was wondering what's wrong with the internet lately.everybody seems to have changed their homepage? from MSN to Twitter.still not used to their new layouts uh.so much changes lately which i cant seem to adapt that fast and well.ohno..dont tell me it's because i'm OLD already? @.@
anyway, i finally tried out my matcha cheesecake today.teeheehee.i love matcha! i was totally in heaven when my kitchen smell of matcha fragrance just now.i was totally *.* hahahhahahh.and i love baking too much le.i even talk to my ingredients! haha.i've got big sugar grains and small sugar grains today.lol.so i was telling my big sugar grains to dissolve fast fast in my sweetpaste but sadly, it doesnt lah.baking shouldnt use such big sugar grains actually.but my house no more sugar liao.bobians.and my cream cheese! haha. cute eh.was telling it to cream properly, no air bubbleees.lol.i think i might be crazy in some way.but i think it's the love in baking! haha.can i seriously go ROM with Baking =X
pictures time.before i really go for a good run and my mahjong tonight.new month, i hope everything will be good! ((:
see my pretty cheescake in baking.no cracks, no bubbles.so obedient^^
that's all.shall try out my white choc matcha muffins next time.and also my muffin tarts! haha.another crazy idea.but i think it's cute eh.hee, shall try them out when i am free -gone for running-
ohgreat! i had such an enjoyable time watching GG episode 16 and ANTM14's 3 episodes just now.haha, so you can tell how long i have been sitting in front of my lappie, doing practically nothing productive.lol.but i satified my online video watching fix! heh.pure bliss~ i like! haha.chuck's so vulnerable in epi16.and imo, that makes him so so hot! i never liked him so much before in any other episodes in any of the 3 seasons.and eleanor waldorf is soooo sweet and understanding towards blair.and seriously, i like her even more for being so honest to her mum.as usual, serena and nate, perfect couple.i still remember how happy i was for serena and dan when they were together in season 2.at that time, i really thought they were meant for each other.i mean mr nice guy with a bad-girl-who-turns-good.but well, not so much into dan now.i prefer nate with serena now.hahaha.and jenny! glad that that damien is out of her life.she deserves somebody better.but..maybe not nate uh.although both of them will look cute together too.haha! i know the GG books are so much different than the dramas.maybe if i read the book, i would have lambasted the drama like what most readers have "war" against the viewers.anyway, i am more of a visual person.i cannot read books.too wordy for me.hurhur
and now, ANTM! haha, i think i love cycle 14 alot! it's like the cycle i love the most? even more than ANTM9 or 11.hahaha.probably due to the contestants ah.there's soooooo much eyecandies in cycle 14.coz i was watching from epi1 to 3 just now.i was soooo depressed that aimee didnt got into the top 12 eh.i think she has the allison feel from cycle 12! and that's cute.haha.and it also means alot of hidden potential to be discovered along the way? too bad she didnt get through ): nevertheless, i think majority of the top12 are not bad leh.i think i like 10 of them? hahahahhah.i know that is crazy.then so sad that danielle got out in the 1st epi ): and naduah got out in the 2nd epi.i kinda like both of them? lol.so it was kind of sad to watch this cycle because you like too many people inside liao.the probability of them getting out is HIGH too -.- ren is not bad actually.but she kinds of freaks me out with her sanity and stuffs? lol.and yea, she got out in the 3rd epi.i dont like alasia and angelea actually.the rest are all fine with me.haha.all thanks to christine who recommended me to watch ANTM14 today, while i intro-ed her to watch GG season 3, epi14 onwards.hehheh.bet she finished until epi16 already.true enough, jessica is really pretty.haha.no wonder christine keep telling me that today and asking me to watch! haha.simone, raina, tatianna and anslee are <3-ed too! hahaha.aiya, this season all very good.all should be america's next top modelS.dont need to fight.or i will feel sad for almost all the episodes, which is very depressing uh.but i will still catch and watch them.hehheh.eye candies galore.why not((:
anyway, production was alright today.eric is really good at doing demo.he can finish it super fast? haha.making me abit jittery for the next demo on coming wednesday.hmm..lol.tiramisu and pannacotta.sounds so much cheemer >.< so practically half a day was spent at doing demo, watching the students do demo, helping them to whisk the cream mixture darn lots of times (like zZz) and washing up the pastry IS kitchen (i really REALLY miss pastry IS kitchen loads).after lunch, it was production timeee.haha.macaroons again and then swiss rolls.macaroons was a success today! but piping skills still cmi ah.i dont know why i wont pipe within the circle.hahaha.duno where's the problem man -.- and swiss roll is totally wow.machiam like my snack food.i ate so much until i think the amount is equivalent to one tray of sponge le bah =.= i find it nice leh.as well as the macaroons.hahah.but tml we shall do a better swiss roll.change tray, change recipe.hopefully it turns out better :DD
alrightts.quite late already.and i didnt have a powernap today.and amazing, i dont feel sleepy/tired? lol.but i better sleep.coz every morning i need to drag myself out of bed to school -.-""||| tml will be a hectic day~ haha.but looking forward to it! nights people~!~!
first day of production today! it was fun imo.haha.i have never enjoyed doing something that much before.and i know some people think i am crazy.some people just dont understand why can a person like baking so much? some people feel that there are other things out there that are more suited for me? =\ i only know i live life ONCE.and i wanna live it happily.who cares about anything else seriously.i just want to work towards my dreams, that's all (:
the only item i kind of baked today is macaroons.lol.abit failure i think.my piping skills sux.and honestly speaking, it is my second time making macaroons (the milk powder macaroons R&D cannot be counted) after chef goh's IS on it.and the production recipe really tastes so much better than the one we tried during IS.haha.zavier's recipe is indeed good! i shall bring a small notebook tml to kapo recipes liao.hahaha.i shall search for a pretty notebook later.and i must bring a pen to school tml! feel so paiseh to keep borrowing pens from my classmates >.< shall conquer macaroons again tml! i believe practice makes perfect (though i am not a very big fan of macaroons =X)
will be helping to do a demo for si ling secondary school students tml.chocolate chip cookies and bread & butter pudding.to be honest, i am actually pretty looking forward to that.coz i can get to "feel" how chef bernard gives us demo in the first 2 terms.haha.and it seems quite fun to me? chef pok (i dont know why chef jaymie calls him that, i prefer calling him eric or chef eric though, coz he's my classmate ah, so funny to call him buy his surname >.<) will be doing to the demo tml~ i bethe will do everything.and i will just sit there and enjoy his demo bah.or wash the utensils.LOL.and next week demo for tiramisu and something else.doing with caiyi next week.he damn nice luh.come back to help.if not i will just die of stress i think.haha, eggcited leh.omg.i think i love baking too much le (if you can tell).hahaha((:
sometimes i wish i can turn back time..and sometimes i wish time can just stay as it is.i love how things are before, and now too.why in such dilemma huh? is it just you or me..
exactly 12 hours from now, i will be a very very VERY happy girl! haha.i shall never ever EVER sit for an exam anymoree.like yay!!! hahah.and i am kinda looking forward to production this coming monday.hee.had a briefing with ms jaymie after school and it sounds like our production term will be really doing quite alot of production.no longer outsourcing of bread loaves from gardenia and tart shells from i dont know where.so everything from scratch, which is something i love alot! haha.hands on omg, i like leh.i dont know why.and i am so eager to try baking all the matcha items.hahaha.i got my matcha powder from darius, our dearest executive chef, today.yesss~must bake sooon.hahah^^
i cant stand my slackness for these 2 weeks.ughs.not working + keep eating is taking a toll on me.shit man.i need to do something about it.haha.desperately looking for jobs eh.and i saw some really good jobs out in the market now.like totally can tell that the economy is picking up? hahah.why isnt it our internship period now.. >.< hopefully there are much much better job openings 3 months from now? hahah.that baker job opening at petit provence is so tempting.ughs.so much so that i think i will give that person a call to ask if they want to hire part timers.i am seriously damn interested in learning to bake breads.if i have the opportunity, i will fly to taiwan and learn their bread making skills leh.soft and fluffy bread i <3 and adoreee!~ hahah((:
alrights, i think i need to start my revision for my last paper later.although i am wayyyy into holidaying mood liao.hahah.like, since my beverage paper? lol.revise abit then i guess i'm off to sleep.luckily it's afternoon paper tml.teehee.i can wake up lateee.like not the usual 9am.tsk :p
yesss.2 more days to go.i cant wait for saturday to come((: getting sick of nua-ing at home already.lol.not as if i got study at home this week when i'm not out! ughhhs.but it just makes my conscience feels better.coz staying at home is like a gazillion times better than being outside.and it also means that i'm so so much closer to my books, and hence, a higher possibility of me picking it up to revise.LOL.what an excuse.haha! like wtf lah.being at home = no income.zzz.worse, i keep eating and eating.dammit.it sucks.tsk.i guess the only way to control my diet is not to keep food outta my sight.is to get my arse out of home.HAHA.if not..i think the fridge and my store will be empty sooner or later (i think it already is now.. =.=)
i cant believe i survived 4 gruelling days and the toughest paper, bev knowledge, today! haha.i am so screwed can.first time in my entireee life that i left blanks for my exam paper.hahaha.eh, please, i cant crap up a name if i dont know right.like what different brands of GIN are there.so tempted to put Chloe I, Chloe II and Chloe III.what, i cannot sell GIN in the future meh.and the last question damnnnn wtf.i wrote Bourdeaux leh.dunno why my itchy hands go cancel it and put Burgundy.fcuk sia.haha.3marks gone.hurhur.totally feel like banging the wall just now T.T anyway, it's over lah.hopefully can get a B lah hor.A is too far-fetched liao =S
3more papers left.2 more days.teehee.imo, it's quite relaxing liao :D like so fast coming monday i'll be in production.hoho.and i cant wait to try baking matcha sweet buns, matcha cheesecake and matcha muffins.haha.i'm such a matcha fan~ i'm like so eager to bake all of a sudden =O must have been influenced by my Grp A classmates doing comprehensive today =\
i have got so many wants lately - i want a dog, i want to get driving license, i want to learn French, i want to learn violin.arghhs.why can't i have more time and most importantly, more money?! >:(
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